Ahhhhhh, he’s just too cute sometimes. Sometimes I think I might explode with pride when he does stuff like this.

I look at him now as he does something new. I watch him and it makes me go “wow, I made that” I made a HUMAN being. Gone are the days where Jaxon sits quietly in the corner sleeping, waking only for a feed, a shit and a goo-gah. Now there’s just no stopping him.

Not too long ago I was the child. My mother was the adult and I looked up to her for everything. From helping with homework, doing my housework, cooking…doing everything for me. And now it’s me. Now Jaxon looks to me. Now he shoves things in my face because he needs my help.

On a daily basis, it still blows my mind the way the world works. The way life works. This is my son, and 23 months ago, he wasn’t breathing. Almost three years ago he plain old didn’t exist. And here he is, living, breathing and taking it all in right in front of my eyes.