I don’t know what else to call this post. It will be a short and sweet one anyway.
It annoys the hell out of me that some woman do pregnancy tests fearing that they will be pregnant. Sitting there waiting to find out if their life is going to be ruined because a baby with so an so not father material would just totally suck at that point in their lives.
And the woman who have unsafe sex and then abortion’s like it’s nothing to be blessed with being able to fall pregnant and make a new life without a second thought.
And then me. Sitting here wanting nothing more than to see two line’s on a pee stick…having my heart ripped out day after day because it never happens. Not that it wont happen. But why can’t it just be easier?
So sorry hun!!! I am so there with you. What always burned me up was the people who would say, if/when God wants you to have more you’ll have more . . . I mean seriously, WTF . . . he doesn’t want me to get pregnant, but he was OK with my 17 year old niece getting knocked up only to have an abortion.
I also hate the “you’re trying too hard” comments. Like it’s THAT hard to bonk and pee on a stick in a couple weeks.
I am glad you understand Dani but I do hope I don’t upset you with this bringing back those feelings.
Boo
Boo, it doesn’t upset me anymore. Cassidy (and Jaxon) have gone a long way to healing that pain, now it’s like a numb scar, my battle wounds. Wounds that only another Mom going through the same thing will ever remotely understand.
It’s also gave me such an appreciation for pregnancy and the reason I cherished every second of it, since it was so hard to achieve. And of course the appreciation for motherhood, is beyond words.
If things were that easy Boo – you wouldn’t have to do them…that is why you will always appreciate what you have and not what you haven’t…Love Mum